tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-48080416123003014712024-03-08T10:26:43.413-08:00[D]avid= I'm Waitingdavidhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16994274146488675650noreply@blogger.comBlogger9125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4808041612300301471.post-65006058428120747162012-01-26T05:52:00.000-08:002012-01-26T05:53:12.958-08:00Second day of Chinese New year- Chu 2actually today i plan to go out to my grandparents house to help out because they had open house today<br />but then suddenly it rains heavily so i felt lazy to go. since it rained i went under then rain and got i caught a flu. i can feel that<br />i am going to fall sick soon. besides, my sixth sense told me that something bad is going to happen on me today but i really dont know <br />what it is. today i feel like whatsapping with her but i dont know what to say and i decided to keep in my heart. she told me her<br />horoscope which is cancer. cancer descibes that when someone has a problem she/he 95% will not tell anyone about their problems and <br />only will keep it to themselves.then i told her that she cant be like this. she needs to tell me her problems so that i can share <br />her burden with her but then she replied me 'dont want' when i saw that line i am really hurt because whatever she say i will keep <br />it in my heart. maybe i am just too sensitive/ thinking too much. maybe its just a small problem. maybe sometimes i am too overprotective<br />but i cant be like this. i feel that i need to give her a little privacy and some freedom.<br />everything will be fine, i am tired gonna sleep soon. goodnight.davidhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16994274146488675650noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4808041612300301471.post-49813326737260813612012-01-26T05:51:00.000-08:002012-01-26T05:55:11.677-08:00I dont hope that is a DreamYesterday before i come back my hometown which is sarawak, i spent my time with someone in a place,<br />i was very happy that i can meet her before i come back,because i really 舍不得 her,but no choice, i still need to come<br />back my hometown celebrate Chinese New Year.<br />sometime i will feel jealous:( but this is really normal,as i like to give she freedom,<br />but when i see people around her, i will be jealous...<br />but, i still believe her,because she never let me down..<br />in the place, she tell me alot of thing, i really hope that no is a dream,<br />if this is really a dream i hope that i wont wake up.<br />hais, i really miss her, hope she will get it and understand it,<br />im tired, gonna to sleep, night to someone and miss her<3<br /><br />Never explain youself to anyone.<br />because the person who like you doesnt need it,<br />and the person who dislikes you wont believe it.<br />this really meaningful-<br />1/20/2012davidhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16994274146488675650noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4808041612300301471.post-83700935847399718632012-01-18T11:48:00.000-08:002012-01-18T12:05:40.987-08:00love really is a terrible-Im back-<br />almost one year never write my blog already,<br />i just want to write a short diary- <br />i just want to say Love really is terrible,<br />Why must have love?<br />Love make everyone to get hurt and the pain,<br />im the one who cant get hurt and the pain person,<br />Love for me really is a important thing in a part of my life, and i will take it serious, but when i take it serious in the end them always leave me!!!<br />感情我玩不起-<br />nowaday, i really have a feel to someone or either will fall in love to her,<br />but im scare this is a dream again, so i wont expect anything.<br />i always tell myself, is mine is mine, not mine force also no use<br />so, i hope everything will be fine-<br />just want to tell say, i really miss her-<br />night-davidhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16994274146488675650noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4808041612300301471.post-72099857698712972602011-01-03T10:23:00.000-08:002011-01-03T17:32:27.607-08:00Happy Day With My Family At K.L Last Day..03/01/2011 星期三<br />Actually today also nothing special just feel want to write a short diary...<br />i just feel so happy,when my family beside me...<br />so today, i move all my thing from Klang to Subang Jaya...<br />because my college is gonna reopen soon, so need go back to subang le..<br />so, my family help me move all my thing to subang, and at the same time go to see my room..<br />after that, we all went go to time square and sungai wang..<br />my mami,keep asking me, u want to buy shirt ma??haha,funny right my mami=D<br />then, after finish shopping,my sister them want go KL center to buy their dompet, but,in the end also cant find it, so sad man!!!haha..<br />so, after that, we all went to the 'Maluri" there restaurant to eat..<br />my brother order some food, the food is very delicious..i like the taste, hope next time still have the chance to go eat...<br />then,after finish eating, we all went back to klang..<br />today i was very happy..because i think im so xin fu, have my family always beside me and support me.<br />Thanks to my family..davidhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16994274146488675650noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4808041612300301471.post-38849697054838444012011-01-03T09:42:00.000-08:002011-01-03T10:11:08.179-08:00Countdown31/12/2010<br />this year countdown i feel im very sad and have a boring life to countdown....<br />actually, i also dunno,why im very sad and down..suan ba!!!<br />this year countdown just a simple countdown, just follow my friend go dinner, after that, still feel hungry, then we all went to one mamak shop, to eat burger..haha funny right??<br />but it is very fun at all..<br />then,near 11.30pm++ is gonna to have a new year 2011..<br />then, that time im calling a person..<br />i think got 7-10 miss call ba!!..<br />but,she never answer my call,i just hope she can give me a chance to say "Happy New Year 2011" to her only, but one chance also no have. At that moment i really really really sad,so, i just send a msg to her, and i wait and wait her reply me a msg...<br />In the end, she also no reply me..<br />then,nvm ba~ i also wont blame her...i think this is my problem ba..<br />so, at here, i wish the whole world, "HAPPY NEW YEAR 2011"-All the best ya...davidhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16994274146488675650noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4808041612300301471.post-67697800693710750402010-12-25T06:58:00.000-08:002010-12-25T08:27:36.027-08:0024/12/2010 星期五24/12/2010 Friday...<br />今天是一年一度的Merry Christmas day..<br />我猜很多人一定在倒数吧!哈哈-那我就祝他们"圣诞节快乐"...也祝我爱的人"Merry Christmas<3"<br />今年的圣诞节我是跟我家人过也是跟我自己一个人过的,不知道要开心还是不开心呢?<br />说真的,开心就是我可以跟我的家人吧,不管在那里都是开心的。<br />然后,我跟我的家人他们到一间餐厅吃比较好料点的东西,因为圣诞节吗,当然要吃好一点啦。<br />吃好了,我家人他们就说要去吃甜品,那时候的我很饱,我就跟他们说我不吃了,你们去吃吧!我想一个人走走逛逛..逛逛了一会儿,就想到圣诞节每个人都会有自己的礼物,所以我就走进去一间店里面买了一件衣服,这件衣服名字叫‘E-spirt",所以就=是我自己送给我自己的“圣诞礼物”,我也祝我自己“圣诞节快乐”。买给自己后,我就回去找我家人了,然后我们就回家了,所以说今年我的“圣诞节”也是自己一个人过的..回到家后,就去冲个凉,哪里懂冲好凉了,全身痛完,伤风,喉咙痛,头痛,又咳嗽。所以有点怕,因为她说不要看到我生病的样子,所以我赶快去穿多点衣服和吃伤风和Panadol药,然后就去睡觉了。<br />不开心的事就是,我不能陪我很想陪&我爱的人一起过=(,但是没有关系啦,不管她到那里,只要她开心这,我的心都会带着开心的笑容,不管是伤心我都会笑着...<br />好了!!<br />所以,在这里,我就祝你们和我爱的人“圣圣诞诞节节快快乐乐”...davidhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16994274146488675650noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4808041612300301471.post-39039698141366505132010-12-23T04:57:00.001-08:002010-12-23T17:39:29.464-08:0022/12/2010星期三今天是22/12星期三,<br />今天的心情曼差的。。<br />那我就开始说我的心情吧。<br />昨天,我很迟睡,所以今天睡到比较迟点,就在12点才起身,很迟是不是??<br />当我一醒来,第一件事就是想到“她”然后在看我的电话有没有她的信息,可是当我一看我的电话,又是没有她的信息..haiz,我就对自己说没关系吧!可能她还在睡觉吧。<br />然后我就起来刷牙和冲凉等等,然后就下去楼下吃汤圆.因为今天是冬至节,所以每一家的家人都会做汤圆来吃的。所以今天我没有胃口吃饭,所以只是喝了一杯汤圆就没吃了。<br />喝好汤圆了,我就上楼躺一躺,就在想她..不知道今天她有没有吃到汤圆呢??咳=(<br />过了一会儿,我哥就突然走进来房间叫我陪他出去拿吃的东西给二姐的男友,然后还要出去买一点菜肉等等,要放晚上煮的。<br />过了十多分钟后,我就跟我哥他们出去拿汤圆给我的二姐的男友了。<br />拿好了,我哥就载我到一间supermarket然后他就叫我在车里面顾车,他就下车去买一些材料 for tonight dinner...<br />after that, then we go back to home again...<br />after few minuter then we reach home already, then i get all thing go to put at the kitchen there..after that, i go back to my Room..<br />然后我就信息她问她“hello, wake up already ma?"然后她就回我说,'wake up edi, now eating".<br />so after that, i didnt msg her already, cos dun want to disturb her..<br />到了,5点多,我就上msn然后看到她online,那我就去say hi to her, then ask her doing what and bla bla ,but i dunno she busy on her homework, then still make her angry and disturb her..<br />so, at here, i want to say sorry to you chloe..<br />i will change my attitude at all, and become more "Mature", when i come back i want let u see the "Mature" David..i promise you...<br />然后到了半夜12点多我就msg her and say, i want sleep edi, then call her early sleep also la..and bla bla bla..<br />then her last msg let me so happy, because her tell me her wear i give her de [???????/]..... i also dun want said out la..she knw i knw then okies edi...<br />ok la.im tired..write until here la..<br />BBdavidhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16994274146488675650noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4808041612300301471.post-12791257881820332452010-12-22T00:25:00.000-08:002010-12-23T17:38:42.627-08:0021/12/2010 星期二星期二是我最伤心也最开心的事。<br />那我就从伤心的事说起吧~<br />在21/12星期二,就是今天,本来等她考试好了,我们就约定要一起出去,就在我睡醒来时候,差不多要11点了,因为她跟我说过她考试到11.30,所以我就冲冲忙忙得赶去冲凉,然后换上衣服就在房间里面等她信息我。<br />到了12.10pm,她就信息我了,说:“I go home 1st.." 然后我就回她说好的。<br />到了12.12pm,她又说:“Where u want to go...?" 然后我就回答她,你要去哪里都可以。<br />就在最后一封12.16pm,她说了:“I need rest" 然后我就回她说好的你累了就去休息没有出去也没有关系啦,虽然说了有点心酸,但是我是为她好,我不想看到她那样子累,看到她那样了我的心就好像用数不完的针插入我的心里,你懂不懂我的痛???=(, 但是没有关系啦,我的痛可以让她开心,不管多痛我都会做,都会等,因为我太爱她了。<br />可能你们觉得我很傻,很笨,但如果有一天,你们遇到你们最爱的人,你们就会明白我的感觉了!!!<br />就在最后一封信息她就没有回我了,然后我打给她很多次她也没接。那时候我的心就好像火在燃烧那样的痛!!<br />到了2.24pm她还是没有回我,我的心真的就很乱,那我就决定一个人下subang jaya走走,然后不要去想那样多!!<br />可是我,是不可能不去想她的=(咳,算吧-<br />就在2.30pm我就从我的cousin的家走去jusco因为我不懂要怎样搭车去subang,那只好问路人吧!<br />skip ba!!<br />4.35pm我就到了subang jaya然后就一个人走去carrefore走走。<br />走好了我就走回去ss15找我的房子,就带着没有心情的心去找房子,找来找去,最后还是给我找到一间,可是那个屋主星期二才可以给我看房!!所以房间的东西就暂时不要去烦了-<br />当我找好房间了,我就去我很常去打球的公园那里,然后就一个人做在滑梯那里,眼睛就对着天上的蓝天看,当我看上天的时候就会想起你的画面,你的脸,你的笑容,你的可爱,你生气的样子....<br />当我关上眼睛就会梦到你我和你在一起很开心,i really really hope that i forever will not wake up from this dream. eventhough its just a dream,things that i imagine or hallucinate, in this dream i can dream of all the moment and the time between u and me all the sweet, memorable times.<br />就当我在想她的时候,她就信息我了在6.21pm说:“where are you",我就跟她说我在Subang jaya,然后,我还误会她为什么我打给她时候她不接,原来我打给她的时候,她在驾着车然后对面还有警察,所以她才不要听我的电话,然后她还不舒服又没睡到觉,因为她考试所以熬夜就没睡好,我真的很失败,她不舒服,她睡不好我都不懂,还要去糊失乱想,我真的很笨很没有用.haizz,其实她也很在乎我的,只是我不知道而已=(david david, please wake up...you know chloe is very care about you..please wake up!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!<br />就当我收到她的信息我真的很开心,虽然只是短短几个字我已经心满意住了。<br />就在7.30pm当我在吃饭时,她跟我说她要来subang jaya 载我,我就不想她来的,可是她跟我说她想吃冰淇淋,那我就答应她在subang jaya等她来,然后带她去吃。过了不久,她到SJ了,我就走进她车,然后问她你要去那里??她就回答我说回家,所以到最后我给她骗了,她说如果不骗你,你那里要我来..咳,她骗我了,可是我一点生气也没有,因为我也不会去生气她的...我也不懂为什么我不会生气她...maybe i love her so much, until i dunno how to angry and scold her already...<br />到了9.30pm我们就到她家附近的茶餐厅"Centro"喝茶.那时候我真的想把我买的东西拿出来,可是我没有勇气,那我就对自己说,当她送我回的时候我在把我买的东西送给她帮她戴上.然后想在给她一个温暖的拥抱...可是可是..........到最后不是她送我回,我就有点失望了,那我只能把我想送她的东西放在她的车后面,然后,让她到家了在信息她叫她去拿=(,虽然我不能买给她贵贵的东西,可是这个东西我用我的真心去选的..希望她会喜欢,我就心满意住了.<br />为什么我要买这个东西给她?因为我怕有一天她会离开我,所以我也不敢去想象.只好希望她可以每天都戴这它就=我在她身旁的,take care her, protect her, miss her, and love her forever...<br />我在这里只是想说chloe“我爱你”<br />我做的一切都是为了你-“真的”-我没有骗你,希望你相信我。<br />爱你的-David-davidhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16994274146488675650noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4808041612300301471.post-12019380235071813742010-06-03T01:49:00.001-07:002010-12-20T12:21:08.495-08:00等待-等待是一种让人痛苦的事-<br />-当你爱上一个人的时候,但是又不让他/她知道,因为怕不够了解对方,怕伤害到对方,and bla bla bla alot...then,那只能放在自己的心里默默的想他/她,或写在部落格里,想她就开来看看。这一种等待是非常痛苦的,但是如果你真的爱<img src="file:///C:/Users/david/AppData/Local/Temp/moz-screenshot.png" alt="" />彼此的话,不管你等待多久多久都是值得的。<br /><br />[我] 也有喜欢的人了。可是 XXXXXXXX la~<br />当 我第一次认识她的时候或第一眼看到她的时候,就觉得她人很可爱,很cool的样子,talkative, 人很好,很喜欢交朋友等等-还有很多啦。。。<br />啊!自从认识 她后,慢慢她就让了我有了很特别特别的感觉-可是我不懂要怎样形容这“特别”两个字,连我自己都不知道要怎样去形容=(<br />这是我自己的觉得的啦。<br />自从认识她过后,我们就 开始交换MSN,Facebook,等等。<br />当对方有上线的时候就会彼此找对方聊天之类的,有时候我们还聊到有说有笑,还聊到了三更半夜等等呢,有时候,我们还会用webcam看对方=(<br />这种感觉我从来没有过=(<br />自从遇见她才有这一种感觉。可是我怕这种感觉又会一次的消失的在我面前。“咳”,因为我很重视爱情的人,所以我才会怕又消失掉。<br />就这样不知不 觉我们也聊了两个礼拜多了,见面也有两三次了,也有彼此了解对方了。<br />但是在路途中,<br />“我们两个人之间有一点点的事情,这一种”事情 “我也不懂要怎样说出来,解释出来,我也一样说不出来。咳!!!心里面真的很痛=(<br />但是没有关系啦。我相信时间可以证明一切,我也不会放弃,我会一直一直努力的等待她的。因为,我对自己说过“她”是我最后一个爱的人了,我也答应过她我要她每一天都是开心的 无论如何发生什么事,我都不会让她伤心。因为这是我对我自己许下的承诺,所以只要看见她开心,我就心满意足了。我也希望”她“可以看到‘我’的努力不是随便的而是用真心的拼来的。<br />好了-就在这停笔吧!累了想睡觉了!拜拜!<br />谢 谢!!<br /><br /><br />12/21/2010<br />time: 4:21am<br 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