Second day of Chinese New year- Chu 2

actually today i plan to go out to my grandparents house to help out because they had open house today
but then suddenly it rains heavily so i felt lazy to go. since it rained i went under then rain and got i caught a flu. i can feel that
i am going to fall sick soon. besides, my sixth sense told me that something bad is going to happen on me today but i really dont know
what it is. today i feel like whatsapping with her but i dont know what to say and i decided to keep in my heart. she told me her
horoscope which is cancer. cancer descibes that when someone has a problem she/he 95% will not tell anyone about their problems and
only will keep it to themselves.then i told her that she cant be like this. she needs to tell me her problems so that i can share
her burden with her but then she replied me 'dont want' when i saw that line i am really hurt because whatever she say i will keep
it in my heart. maybe i am just too sensitive/ thinking too much. maybe its just a small problem. maybe sometimes i am too overprotective
but i cant be like this. i feel that i need to give her a little privacy and some freedom.
everything will be fine, i am tired gonna sleep soon. goodnight.

I dont hope that is a Dream

Yesterday before i come back my hometown which is sarawak, i spent my time with someone in a place,
i was very happy that i can meet her before i come back,because i really 舍不得 her，but no choice, i still need to come
back my hometown celebrate Chinese New Year.
sometime i will feel jealous:( but this is really normal,as i like to give she freedom,
but when i see people around her, i will be jealous...
but, i still believe her,because she never let me down..
in the place, she tell me alot of thing, i really hope that no is a dream,
if this is really a dream i hope that i wont wake up.
hais, i really miss her, hope she will get it and understand it,
im tired, gonna to sleep, night to someone and miss her<3

Never explain youself to anyone.
because the person who like you doesnt need it,
and the person who dislikes you wont believe it.
this really meaningful-
1/20/2012

love really is a terrible-

Im back-
almost one year never write my blog already,
i just want to write a short diary-
i just want to say Love really is terrible,
Why must have love?
Love make everyone to get hurt and the pain,
im the one who cant get hurt and the pain person,
Love for me really is a important thing in a part of my life, and i will take it serious, but when i take it serious in the end them always leave me!!!
感情我玩不起-
nowaday, i really have a feel to someone or either will fall in love to her,
but im scare this is a dream again, so i wont expect anything.
i always tell myself, is mine is mine, not mine force also no use
so, i hope everything will be fine-
just want to tell say, i really miss her-
night-